Renaissance Man in Training |
Language, in all its forms, delights and surprises me. Performing gives me life and breath. Creating gives me form and purpose. Life interests, excites me. You intrigue me. So don't be surprised when I talk to you first...and try to beat me at that. |
My boyfriend will probably punch me for this…
But that’s okay. I am up and awake and reading things about love and things that are funny and enjoying life.
And I think for the first time in my life, I’m relating to the things about love. Like, really relating. Not just thinking “Oh yeah, I’ll probably relate to that in a few years when I have more experience, but for now I’m intelligent and well-read enough to understand the sentiment behind this post so I might as well reblog it.” No, I feel like I am starting to maybe understand.
And this is wonderful. And I feel like crying. And also it scares me. But that’s okay. Because it scares him too. But we just want to hold on tight and go crazy together and find stuff out and do stuff like look for one another’s bellybuttons, and then tease eachother when we miss. Which he rarely does but I do a lot. It’s hard to find one’s boyfriend’s bellybutton when he has his shirt on but he has unerring aim and I don’t.
Anyhow I feel really emotional after reading Emma’s posts and the children posts and such. And I just feel amazingly blessed, and I feel like I oughta be laughing a bit and maybe tearing up a bit too. I am kinda doing both. My boyfriend is amazing, it is early, I am tired, but this post is entirely honest. I love him like mad, haha. I should go to bed now though, because he cares for my health and mental well-being more than I care for my health and mental well-being and I should honor that and sleep a bit.
I hope you read this soon. I have seizures too, haha. I love you. And I’ve learned (better) what that means and how hard it is to say. So, yeah. I think I can say that. I love you. Wow. Wow… xD Haha. Gah. You are so much for me. Muah. <3 <3 <3
